Cant Let Go

Amirah i don\'t know what else to say, yet that i know i can be a d1ck sometimes, and i know that i can say some wrong things, but i know that i will never be good enough for you, even though we live so far away! I should have never of let you go in the first place, i admit i screwed up! and i admit that things would have been better if i had never met you! But i know for a fact that you have changed my life, And you showed me alot of things that no one has ever showed me! For the first time i have cried over a girl! For the first time i actually know how much heart braking hurts! I love you so much and i don\'t know how to give you up, or get over you! i want to but i just cant let you go, Its stupid i would rather watch you hate me and love someone else instead of forgetting you, you have no idea how much i effing love you!