Sometimes...

Sometimes,I wish,you would hate me.
So when you left,I wouldn't cry.
So I wouldn't even care,
and could leave with my eyes dry.

Sometimes,I wish,when I was hurting,
you couldn't help.
So then you wouldn't have to worry,
about me hurting myself.

Sometimes,I wish,my life was,
over and gone.
So you wouldn't have to,
take my burdens on.

But you will not hate me.
You wouldn't even try.
You always help my hurtings,
and wouldn't leave without a goodbye.

You'll always love me.
That's what I can't stand.
No one's ever loved me.
Except you,who I demand.

I don't know why,I feel this way.
It's like I always miss you.
It's because I can't hate,I've learned to love.
Our friendship is true.

But still,I wish I was gone,
from all this horrible pain.
Then I couldn't hurt you,
and you wouldn't be ashamed.

So now I say goodbye.
Now both our pain will be gone.
Take back your life.
And don't cry,but move on.