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by Suri dawn Oct 21, 2006 category : Life, society / other
Do you know what it's like, to be pushed around with words; to be told you're always wrong; and to never be heard? This is what it's like, when you're always being put down. When you're told you're not real. When you can never make a sound. You start to belive the story, that your life is just a lie. That you are a sociopathic liar, that it's always fake when you cry. You feel that you don't deserve, any sort of life. You are always told you are a liar, and that you've never used the knife. You contemplate your worth. You make sure you never cry. You hide all of your cuts, because you're told it's all a lie. This is what it's like, to never be heard. To think you're just a liar. Whatever you say is absurd. You feel you should be quiet. Then you won't be scared. Otherwise you're yelled at. This is an awful lot to bear. I hope you never know what it's like, to feel the way I do. I hope you never have to know, exactly what I go through. When this happens to me, I contemplate my worth. I stay very silent. I start to regret my birth. If this ever happens to you, don't be silent like me. Use your voice to ask for help. Use your voice to set you free.