The Last Shot

Here, I am again
standing alone once more
I'll try to explain but how do i begin?

I stand here in the cold
I want to scream
This whole thing is starting to get old.

Me, by myself in the cold
crying alone, again.
With no one to hold.

Sure we used to fight
but we were great together
everyone, including us thought we were right.

People had left me so many times
i thought you wouldnt leave like the others
at the drop of a dime.

You didn't leave with a drop, more like a bang
everyone thought you were happy
but that one shot took you, and left me here to hang.

The last thing I said was, "Ididn't do anything you stupid boy!"
I was wrong
I treated your heart like a yo-yo; a toy.

You were my white dove
I miss you. Why did you let suicide consume you?
I'm sorry my love.
I didnt get to say I love you
Now I stand here with a gun to my head.

**** this was not written about me about one of my friends that fortunatly did not end up killing herself.**** Please Comment!