I came over unannounced
you told him to behave
we all sat in the living room
watching TV and chit chatting
He didn't say much
i didn't say much
we all hung out
until he had to go home
then you despised me
for that time i was there
Lights went out
I talked to you while u were sleeping
You ignored me and told me to go
I took you hand and said i was sorry
You held on tight and made me smile
You made me feel warm
Like we did when we first dated
We cuddled, We hugged, you even let me kiss your cheek
you told me you couldn't be mad at me and said you were sorry
because u were mad that day in general
But then i started to talk about lustful things
you didn't seem to mind
then it began with touching
then humping
and then i asked you if you wanted to go somewhere else
you stopped and said i shouldn't
then i realized "what have i done"
I tried to apologize, you wouldn't hear it
You always kept telling me "you'd better get going"
because if i hadn't left i would be dead
By your current boyfriend and others
I am still sorry for that night
That night i took my close friendship with you too far
My darling Ex girlfriend
I'll never forgive myself for what i did
Nor will you forgive me as you put it
I'm still sorry for hurting you
Your family, Friends, Boyfriend
I'll understand if you don't forgive me and don't talk to me
