People are leaving
cold shoulders and ignoring
I don\'t know what I\'ve done
but it seems there\'s something I have to apologize for
it goes unsaid that girls can be cold
but to their own friends
that\'s not even fair
I try to talk to them
but they just keep talking
about what interests them and them alone
without even trying to include me
I\'m left out again
and when I\'m quiet for weeks on end
they don\'t even realize
until after more than a month
they ask why
\"I don\'t know\"
maybe because you
don\'t talk to me
I say in my head
\"is anything wrong?\"
they ask, and then giggle
I shrug, yes I say to myself
then they turn around
and talk to each other again
I\'m lonley inside and out
I\'m sad, but it seems it\'s only my fault
left here to cry
left here to think
instead of getting depressed
I\'ll jus put all my despair
into my dance
I\'ll get it all out
and you know what?
I\'m getting better
putting my \"pain\" into my actions
really works
but it looks like the only one to notice
is me
I don\'t get compliments
I only get blamed
when something goes wrong
it\\\'s me who pays
I\\\'m not always the one
doing things wrong
in fact I\\\'m usually
doing things right
but to anyone and everyone
it\\\'s the other way around
I didn\\\'t used to be
the best dancer around
but now I really am
getting better
but nobody notices
to them I\\\'m still just the one
who screws everything up
it\\\'s not right
the way I\\\'m treated
but I don\\\'t know who to tell
so I\\\'m writing it out right here
cause no one else will understand
why I cry over such stupid things
so I\\\'ll keep it to myself
so I\\\'ll keep it inside
no one to tell
cause no one will understand
it\\\'s all up to me
to leave it all behind
good bye to my \\\"friends\\\"
good bye to my \\\"pain\\\"
I\\\'m leaving you behind
right here.
[this poem probably doesn\\\'t make sense t you..but it\\\'s true, about me in my dance class...]
