My emotions are something hard to explain
Sometimes I feel they're making me insane
Oftentimes I see that with them it's hard to deal
There are countless reasons I hate the way I feel
At first I'm feeling like things are dumb
Like everything around makes me feel glum
The world feels like it'll always be a struggle
There are so many feelings I have to juggle
And then for a minute I can let out a smile
This time I hope that it'll last me a while
Happiness is something that goes away fast
Before I know it, the sensation has passed
All of a sudden I've got this hyper feeling
It isn't something I find remotely appealing
The energy is something I can't get out
So it gives me this urge, this urge to shout
People think I'm happy, that I'm looking good
That's something they seem to have misunderstood
This is my depression only it's wearing a disguise
This is one of those moods that I highly despise
Suddenly everything comes down crashing
There's a window over there I feel like smashing
This isn't too easy so I'm getting annoyed
Why is this mood something I can't avoid?
I sit on the ground trying to understand my mood
I just want to know how I became so screwed
I know it's chemical but that answer's not enough
That's what they say to calm you down about stuff
