You Were A Part of My Life

When I first met you I was a child,
I was not the best to you but you made me mild,

Somewhere inside of me I knew you were the one,
No matter how much I fought you were so much fun,

You were a bestfriend who read my mind,
You brought out the real me and were so kind,

I fell in love with you and wanted to be a apart of you,
You were a part of my life and the love felt you always knew,

I moved but was always apart of you,
You were in my heart a visit was due,

We made plans for the future to have a life together,
A family was our goal and the thought of you had my stomache feel like a feather,

I had a birthday was supposed to be a celebration,
You were coming to visit and suprise me with a caloboration,

On the way here and not to my knowledge,
You got into an accident and barely survived it,

I recieved a chilling call on the phone,
My heart and soul were frightened to the bone,

When you were in being taken care of from doctors and nurses,
Aftering waking for a week I should have known we were in for bad curses,

All I could do was wait I was not able to visit,
I wish I was there and could have prevented it,

Your tests were fine and everything was good,
You were left alone and died when you hadn\'t even stood,

When I was given the notice everything was explained to me,
I hung up the phone, I could hear no more, wanted to be bad memory free,

You are no longer part of my life,
You left me and I felt I had in my back a huge knife,

You were taken from me and I was filled with hate,
It took me a long time to realize it was all left up to fate,

We were in love and had hope in our souls,
I now had no fire in my heart and just cold coals,

It took several years, I started to grow and I finally moved on,
Feeling you close with the warmth of your smile like a gentle sun,

I remember you everyday the time we had,
Your eyes and how you made me feel no longer makes me sad,

I remember with a smile and will forever love you,
You are forever with me and will be for sure.