For whom I like to call "my friends"

Goodbye sweet friends,
Your kindness I feel is wasted on me,
All I do is make things worse,
So this I feel is the end...

I see you guy's
Rolling your eyes
You tell me to "shut up"
So now you shall never again hear my voice
This is influenced by you guys but it's... my choice

I know you'll be happier without me,
Everyone usually is,
My irritating voice will be gone,
My hideous existence will be taken from your lives I'm sure you'll agree...

I cannot leave home, I have no where to go...
I cannot leave school; I have no home willing to move,
So to relieve the people I call my friends...
My life will end

Now I am gone,
My bad advice has ended,
Your lives have quickly moved on,
Now you're happier because you no longer have to pretend....

***Some time's I wonder if I am just a hindrance on my friends lives***