I stayed all the night awake
Thinking about all the words you said to me
Thinking about the fake
That I wasn’t able to see
Dreaming about the day that we will be together
Giving my soul to you like I have done to no other
What I’m gonna do with the couch where you used to lay?
What I’m gonna do with the present that I bought for your birthday?
Should I give it to you?? Or keep it in the cabin?
Or maybe throw it and pretend like it never happened
Dam it I’m so confused
Between I want but I should
I still want to be your lover
But I should not be slaved by a killer
Yes, you killed all good feelings grown in me
And I don’t think I have a single feel
But I’m not gonna stay like this any longer
Coz what doesn’t kill me makes me stronger
So get ready to see the new of me
A new person you are not used to see
And a person I’m happy to be