Welcome To My World!

Born and raised in Hollywood
a house filled with no love
never met my dad until i was twelve
and my mom only cared about her self.
Went to school like a normal child
but everyday i would fake a smile.
When i get home i know she wont be there i had to do everything myself at the age of six i knew she didn't care.
If i was ever down or hurt she would always put her feelings first.
Now 8 and the feelings great I'm far away from her as possible well thats what i think but obviously iv had too much to drink.
Now 12 and high on drugs the feelings fantastic it gives me a buzz.
There i was asleep in my bed until I got a phone call to go down to the club and found out she was dead.
Met and moved in with my dad.
Clean for 3 years never thought that would be how long he had.
He was an OK bloke but ended his life with some lines of coke.
Now 16 been 3years clean now I'm the happiest iv ever been even though we had are ups and downs i will never forget my family.