So much

Seemed so perfect,
So god-given,
So much a reason,
Worthy for living.

So for real,
So irreplaceable,
Still replaced,
Not impossible.

So crushing,
So like love,
and yet,
So not enough.

So unfinished
Unable to try,
So soft feeling,
So soft cry.

So touchable,
So to reach,
Almost to have,
But never me.