Why does everything seem to go wrong?
I try to keep a good face,
I do my best to stay strong.
It's just so hard when you're constantly feeling like you have to lie.
About your life and about the times you cry.
I feel like I should hide all my pain and everything I keep buried in my soul.
Do you know how exactly this feels?
I've never felt something this cold.
You might say, "I know exactly how you feel."
But you never will, at least not for real.
You'll never have the pain I hide deep within me.
Not until you look through my eyes and see what they see.
My heart just feels so empty and so full of pain,
and even sometimes my fear hurts and loneliness builds up and makes the anger towards myself hard to maintain
