I wish I could hold you all day long
But somewhere inside of me I know I just don't belong
I know that every feeling I have inside
Are results from all the words you have lied
I have dreamed one too many dreams
And the love you show isn't what it seems
But I don't have the strength to walk away
And what on earth am I supposed to say
To the one person I love more than anyone?
Should I tell you it's over, that we're done?
Is it possible to live without you?
I have no idea of what I should do
I wish I could scream at you to make you realize
I wish I could make you look into my eyes
And then I'd tell you my every fear
All the while brushing away the tears
But even then your eyes would remain blank
And I'd feel my heart beat slower as it sank
I know you see right through me
We both know nothing will keep me happy
That I will never truly be satisfied
At least not until I have died
Then I can go to a heaven, you say isn't there
And be welcomed by many arms that care
But I am in no rush to go
My heart will never sink that low
