Pain in my arm,
Pain in my wrist.
the blood is warm
that drips from the knife in my hand
Blood on the floor,
Blood in the knife.
i can't take it anymore
from the struggeling within
screaming voices everywhere
screaming voices in my head
living in a giant nightmare
my life is like hell
the pain in my arm isn't fading,
it's growing, more and more
everthing i do, everyone thinks i'm faking
but all i do is helping myself
helping my self out of this hell...