What if there is only one in my eyes
Even after all those who have tried
The one in my eyes is impossible.
But I always dream of holding him
Why? Is this destiny?
Shall I always be alone?
One day he will love me
I convince myself daily
One day I will hold him
But this will not happen
Even after everything I do
I walk by and he eyes go blank
It as if he is heartless
And has no feelings
Every guy that I have ever tried for
Came lining up at my door
Why is this one so different?
So confusing?
Are these feelings just meant to torment me?
Or should I just wait for this one that I want?
I don't know I am very confused
His eyes his heart is all that I want
I want him to look at me the same way
That I look at him.
But I don't think that this will ever happen
Maybe I am meant to be alone
Maybe god just wants me to give up
Why has this life forsaken me?
There are thousands of others
But I just can't seem
To set my heart upon
Any other then him
