Always Fighting

Always Fighting

Fighting the demons within my head
But losing every single battle
Iâ??ll keep fighting till the end
I will never let them win

I bleed doubt on every thought I have
But the uncertainty keeps my fire burning strong
In my dreams I am dancing to my win
But in reality I am locked away to unrealized emotions

Everyday I stand and fight for what I believe in
But sometimes I wonder if Iâ??m trying too hard
Then you tell me to stand strong
And that gives me the strength to continue on

With all the troubles I fear and hate
I know I can never back away
If I do it will just spell my end
I am not ready to simply let go

There are so many things undone
That I have left to do
The question is will I continue my journey
I answer that question everyday I still breathe

Even though I never ask anyone for help
Iâ??m still crying out for a hand
If only to hold me close
If only to keep caring about what I do most

My time on this story is almost done
And I know I have not quite yet won
But I will keep fighting with all I have
Until the day I am ready to give myself to the angels