Darkness Inside

This darkness deep down inside me
That has never shown before
Is coming out for the world to see

My once had feelings of joy fade,
As these feelings of darkness
take control over my cold body

I'm over come with this feeling of black, dark, and joyless.

What's happening to me
I once was always happy
I once had control, but not now,
I can't control any longer.

But i do control,
Not on the inside,
But what people see is this nice happy fun loving child,
So controled over her emotions
But inside i'm dying .

As I try and try again to keep this darkness away
And i try to look and feel happy.
Yet I'm dying on the inside,
But my shell is tough

Somehow in this darkness
I succeed in hiding it,
keeping the darkness down,
Yet still this feeling of darkness burns in my heart