Real Sister Back

A friend for life...
That's what a sister is.
But that isn't always right,
& I can't figure out what it was i did...

Do you remember the fun times we had?
Sneaking out and getting in trouble?
Yeah, at times, both of us would get mad...
But our fun would always be doubled...

I think about our memories a lot,
Day & night they play through my head...
Remembering everything we ever got,
And all the things that were ever said...

It's a few months now since you left my side,
I'm only good enough when you're alone.
Getting you back? believe me, I'VE TRIED...
But you make it seem that i should just be on my own.

You marked a hole in my heart,
A scar on my life...
My sister is tearing me apart
Every day and every night...

You're supposed to always be there,
Through thick and thin...
But you even SAID you don't care,
What more negativity can you bring?

I'm so bruised from trying to make this work between us,
I'm so tired of it all...
We both just crumbled like dust,
And stood there to watch it all fall...

I love you sister, with everything that i am...
And even though you can't willingly say that,
I swear I'll always give a damn,
Even if i never get that real sister back...