A Life With You

Things with half knowledge of, waiting to hear from your mouth,
Words of affection, to create a path of return from south...

For I'm lusting your body, yet needing these words of approval,
so for a future, my heart itself will leave its denial...

But blame is not present, my heart takes love as darts,
all that you offer, yet still taking, evening after damaging of parts...

I not wanting to be the only, asked if you were trapped,
yet wanting to be the only, to receive you love, raw or wrapped...

Wondering if you're wondering, I'm of worth to receive,
yet, I myself say no for me and all, even if you believe...

And confusing I may be, with two names as two forms of art,
one speaks thoughts of mind, and other, affections of heart...

Both unstable, but love without anger is your demands,
my hopes, that soon, the day you fully understand...

My mind hears your love, but my heart should feel your love,
for I'm beyond confused, mind important, yet heart above...

Because for I'm confused on fact, whether your love is true,
I still ask, will worth be present, if I choose a life with you....