How I Feel

Why is it everytime i think of u or hear ur name i wanna break down and cry i wanna die, outside im smiling inside im dying calling you every second of the day your never there all day i could stare at ur picture..wishing i could look in ur eyes jus one more time and tell you jus exactly how i feel and this time its so foreal. I wish i could call you and you\'ll be there i just wish you actually cared even if it was just a little bit i wish u thought of me as much as i do you. I doubt my wishes will come true...