My day

My day was really hurtful because today i lost the love of my life.he died this morning at 4:30am.when i got the news the first thing that came to my mind was how did it happen?when i got to the hospital to find out what all happened i found out that there had been a car accident and he had been thrown out of the car through the windshield.i cried so hard when i saw his life less body laying there what blood all over him.as i stood there and watched the doctors cover him u with a sheet i thought to my self what if this was my fault because we had a fight the night before and i was thinking this was all my fault.when i got home the wreck was on the news.so i sat there on my couch watching my lover and my best friend being put in the back of an ambulance.i got p and i ran to my room ad locked my door.i sat on my bed with the teddy bear he had given me on our second date and i sat there and started remembering the days we had spent together.i thought about our second date which that was the night he told me he loved me and wed be together forever and i started believing that after five years but now he is gone from the world and ill never get to see him or hug him or kiss him or do anything with him again.