Its Not A Secret Anymore

I use to feel normal
Happy and free
I had a nice life
The best it could be
I had some friends
They each has me
My world was perfect
Thats what everyone could see

I'm not going to lie,
What they saw was true
But like the wind does,
My world suddenly blew

I began to see things
In a different light
Razors and sadness
Soon became a delight

I was in a dark hole
I couldn't get out
My feet wouldn't leave
No one heard my shouts

The circle would close in
Leaving me to die
It wasn't such a bad thing
Because then i could fly...

Leave my sorrow,
Leave my sin,
Leave everything
I wont go back again

Ive been drowning in stupidity
My choices are bad
No one knows
That i am truly mad

They know of my anger
They've seen me explode
Its not a secret anymore

Its not a secret anymore...

I use to feel normal
Happy and free
I had a nice life
The best it could be
No one understands
What they cannot see
But this evil inside...
Completes me...