Sometimes I can imagine your face telling me how proud you are of me, but i walk away. Because of all the pain you've caused deep in my depths of soul. I cant remember the last time I saw you have faith in me. If only You Knew how I feel today. Would You hold me in your arms? Would you take the pain away? Are you proud for all I've done? Daddy please!! I'll forgive all your mistakes!! There's nothing I wouldn't do to hear your voice again. I want to call you but i know you wont be there. I'm sorry for EVERYTHING!! I'm blaming myself because I keep losing you. And I've Hurt myself because of you! Some Days I feel Broke inside but I wont admit the pain I hide. Cause its you I miss, and its hard to say good-bye, but it comes to this. Would you tell me what i did wrong!? Would you help me understand!? I'm looking upon you!! Are you proud of who i am!? Theres nothing i wouldn't do, to have just one more chance..to look into your eyes, and see you looking back. I'm sorry for whatever I did. I'll apologize for anything!!! I'm Sorry for everything I just couldn't do! Dad I'm Hurting because of you!! If I ever get the chance, I will tell you how much I've missed you since you went away And if i hugged you tight then kissed your cheek & shared with you all the pain so deep, would you still walk away from me? I know its dangerous & out of line to try and turn back in time.. but I want to know what I did wrong, So daddy please help me be strong.
