Nath, I can not believe I thought that you would
I knew you never could
I do not know what came over me
She just knew everything about you and me
Then, she said her name,
It almost made me cry
that she was that girl, the one you talk about
Deanna, the one, that died one month ago
I could not believe it, what I had saw
The email, I cried, I wish it was no more
I am so sorry I went off at you
I know that you would of left
But Stacy knew I would be a mess
Thank you our darling angel Stacy
You saved us once again
I could not believe once again, I did it once again
Just one week later, but just another person
Deanna\'s best friend Ben
He made me Believe it once again
They acted so weird and so strange
The way they said your name
I love you so much
And I know you do too
And that is why I promise too you
that I will never do it again
Nath, the day you promised that you would never leave me
that was the day I hurt you once again
you are my world, the one I love
I never want to hurt you again
But, my love I know I will
maybe not the same way but I will
But, you just do not care
you just trust me so much
I love you and that is why I am truly sorry
I wish every night that it would never of happen
I want the day we first meet
not to be the day we end
But I know now it might be, it just all depends
depends on you my sweet, my love
I do not know how to say it,
But, I will say it the way I mean it
When we meet the first thing I will say is I am so sorry
Nath, I know you said not to say it
But, I just can not help it
Nath, I am truly sorry that I believed them
and I hope it will never happen again
