Here it is, that terrible pain,
Constant hatred running through my brain,
I feel my body start to curl,
Can't ignore it, the urge to hurl,
Beginning to tremble at what i'm to do,
Have lost the plot, i've come unglued,
Force my fingers down my throat,
Remove them quick before i choke,
Repeat again and again and again,
Someday soon I'll reach the end.