I Hide It Inside

I hide it inside, I lock it in,
I turn my back, I banish sin
I tie it up, I leave it be
I walk away, I cannot see
This is me I am loosing,
This is me I am abusing.
Ive lost everything I am
Ive lost everything I was
I lost everything I loved,
I lost it all because
I never wanted to hurt again,
I never wanted to feel pain.
I never wanted to seethe again,
I never wanted to be insane
Yet locking it away
Come every day
And blocking it out
To calm the shout
Built up this supernova

And then

It was over