Dying and Crying

You sing a song
I just laugh along
Inside I'm dying
To keep outside from crying

You say its a joke
Well guess what folks?
When its true its not a joke
But let me pretend like I don't give a f#ck

I know what I am
I just don't give a d#mn
It hurts more than you know
I just put up a show

Paste this smile on
Act like life is going on
You don't know me
Because I never let you see

The lost side of me
The side with scars
The side out on mars
I just want to leave

Your jokes so true
There my views to
But when they are said and done
I just want to cry and run

Sing that stupid song
But don't be shocked when I stop laughing along
Because now outside I'm dying
and I'm crying

--- A/n: I just wrote this up. It might suck- it might not.

I just had to write something up about it, so tell me either way. Tell me how I can make it better or write something else better next time