Love?

I woke up in the hospital,
not knowing what to expect.
Then I ask where you are,
this one thing I resent.
They say you never existed,
that you were never born,
but this can\'t be fake,
my heart is way too torn.
It's just a fairytale,
once you read it in a book,
But I couldn\'t of made up his face,
and his dreamy far off look.
Is he for real,
or my once pleasant dream,
Is my guy a mystery,
Or more than it may seem?