Mother at Fifteen

We thought it wouldn't happen to us
i said i couldn't happen to me
but on that cold wintry night,
all i could think about was you and me.

we made a big mistake
we went too far
my parents hate me
and i don't even have a car
i can't drive anyways
and neither can he
now how are we going to raise this baby
just you and me?
don't have a job no money to spare.
now we are going to be on welfare
may-be someone loves us
and will help us out.

i don't know what to do
i just want to get out
someone please help get us
out of this.
i don't know what i did,
can we please erase?

the pregnancy went bad
things went wrong
he came too early
his name mason
and mason it was.

one week had passed we all got sick
still couldn't hold him two more weeks had passed
he's still really sick
went to see him
finally got to hold him
things didn't look good.
god took him away from me
right there in my arms
held him there two hours or so
i just couldn't let him go
he was my baby and i lost him so!

what do i do, not i lost you too
no support, no love from you.
you only stayed for him
i understand.
i just want to curl up and die
but all i can do is cry!