I cant become what they need me to be.
I cant see why.
I cant be the perfect person they need me to be.
I cant.
I am incapable.
Its not that I don't want to please them.
Its that I want to please myself.
I need to be somewhere where I have a release.
Somewhere, where I know that I'm doing the right thing being there.
I need them to try to understand that.
But they never will...
They just think I'm ruining my life by doing what makes me happy.
I don't get it.
It doesn't make sense.
They tell me to always do my best, when I do...they get mad.
They yell.
They bicker.
...at me...about me.
....it hurts make it stop. please.
I implore of you please just understand and make the disagreeing come to an end.
Just make it not be there.
Its not welcome here.
Its almost as if its some sort of foreign object...impaling my body.
The words they scream pierce through me.
I cant stand it any longer.
***please any feedback you want to give me would be appreciated.***
