Have you ever really sat down and thought about what your doing with your life at this very moment? Have you ever had doubts on the commitments you have made? Have you ever made one of the biggest mistakes of your life...and not even known it? This is one of those times for me. I joined into something...I thought I would love, now that I'm in it...I don't want to be. I want to be out there...with the people who want me there. I want to be liked. I want to be doing what I love to do. I want to write. Its what I do...its who I am. Ever since I can remember...Ive written down everything...every feeling. Anything that meant me actually using some sort of brain power to do, I wrote down. I don't understand why people get so upset when you tell them what you are doing is wrong. A husband cheats...one time on his wife of 2 years. He was drunk. He does the right thing and tells his wife what he has done, the next morning he is laying flat on his back, Grey, and decaying. Why? His "soul mate" went crazy. She couldn't handle the thought of her having to share her drunken mess of a husband. (not sure where that came from but it makes my point seem better)
