I Can't Stop The Bleeding This Time

It's going to get worse,
And I don't know how to quit.
I've started to cut,
Just one more tiny bit.

I can see the damage that I've done,
But the rush from it gets me high.
You'll never see the scars.
You'll never find where they lie.

I feel bad for doing it,
But at the same time I feel great.
Doing this to myself takes away the emotion,
It steals away all of life's bait.

I tell myself that was the last one,
That I'll never do it again.
Honestly I know,
I'll go back to that sin.

I have so much at steak,
And I like to be in control.
At the same time I don't want to die.
I don't want my life to be stole.

Help Me.