\" What is the meaning of life?
That is the answer we all seek, is it not?
Yet something deep inside us screams
the answer isn\'t what we thought...\"
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Once the sin seeps in, its hard to rub it out.
Becoming accustomed to such things, then its hard to deal without.
Even conciousness makes me shudder, for I can still hear all the fading screams.
I cannot sleep much longer, because they forever echoe in my dreams.
The bitter grudge against people, filled with such disgust.
Losing hope in humanity, after years of broken trust.
And no matter how hard I try to hide, the sin still glows in red,
After all the pills I take, they still rage inside my head...
Running from myself gets me nowhere, I think I\'ll take a break.
If I just rest a while I\'ll be better. Theres only so much one can take.
But I am at a loss at what I am to do, this problem is all my own.
Stuck on a path without aboslution, that no one else has known.
Maybe if I go on backwards, I can begin once more from the start.
Perhaps I can search hard enough, and find that missing part.
Finding redemtpion in this valley; Lost souls wander here,
Somedays I have to take a moment to think, to try and make the meaning clear.
Still talking into a reflection, thinking someone must know the pain.
When you are left with one thing to lose, yet the world still to gain.
Days seem to grow too long, yet there is never enough time..
Must take a moment to refelct own intentions and thoughts, try to make the versus rhyme.
It may take a while to find the path; trial and error may be the key.
I must look into the meaning of things, try understanding what I see..
Once I think I find this solution, I\'ll make it home and remain there..
And when I find solace inside my death, to others\' answer I\'ll compare.
Finding what really matters behind Life\'s shroud of lies...
Its like seeking out someone\'s soul, behind they\'re guarded eyes.
Seeking resolution for the meaning of existance..
and giving ourselves just one more chance...
