Her form of self destruction

Addiction to obsession
Her form of self destruction
It's what she needs to numb her pain
It gives her the control she lacks
A way to keep her sane
It's her own little secret
The courage behind her fake ass smile
Pain to weakness
Her deadly disease
No one will know how it discusts her
The way she uses it to hide
How scared she is of her own mind
It's the only thing she knows to do
The tears falling from her eyes