Teardrops fall onto the page
They roll down my cheeks just like rain
I long for the blade
The feeling of the razor slowly dragging across my skin
So sick of screaming
So sick of being ignored
She'll never change
She'll continue to drink forever
And she'll never see the pain she's caused
The damage has been done
No turning back now
I've grown up way too fast
I've been thrown into this path
A path that leads straight into misery
Now matter how far I run it always finds me
It waits until I think I'm finally safe
And then just like that without and notice at all
My world as I know it crumbles before my eyes
No where to hide
And I've got nowhere else to go
I'm trapped for good and I feel like there's no escape
There's not going to be a happy ending to my story
Oh god how I wish I was dead
Then I'd be free
I'd never have to run again
