Glamour spell

Entranced
In this glamour spell;

Making me seem like who I\'m not
This illusion is fooling you just like I want;

Just like me
It's covering me an illusion you can't see;

It has effects to though
Enslaving, binding and twisting my thoughts;

The sadness is growing
No one sees it;

Deep inside I scream
But no one hears it;

My thoughts betray me
My words desert meâ?¦

Entranced
By this glamour spell;

Hours pass as
I lay here on the grass;

Watching the sun and how she
Never strays from her path; isn't she beautiful;

Now the sun sets
And the moon rises;

Full and proud
All the stars wanting and waiting;

Waiting to dance with him
Wanting to be the one, he chooses next;

Entranced
By this glamour spell;

My blood turns to ice when I see him with her

And it hurts like hell; But I know he doesn't like me, He likes her;

Ignored and avoided
Treated like dirt;

I bite my lip
So my words don't escape;

Even though they grab my tongue
I try hard not to let them out;

But their like a caged tiger
Clawing me and leaving scares;

But I won't say a word
It'll just make things worse for me;

Entranced
By my stupid glamour spell;

I'm left alone to ponder
My thoughts overwhelm me;

Though there are no visible marks
There are invisible scars;

You say what they say
"Time will heal the wounds";

But the wounds are just too deep
The pain is unbearable;

Besides, do you really think that?
Yeah?right? well I know for a fact it doesn't!

The tears stream down my cheek
Taunting me;

But what can I say?
The saying life is a living hell;

They were so, so right
Because life's no peace of cake ;

Like an abandoned town
I'm left; all alone;

Entranced
By this ridicules spell;

Now you can't even tell
That it's me;

I don't want to be like everyone else But what can I say; I can't help it;

Why! Why do I just sit here?
Like a worthless trapped rat;

My face stays strait
Like I have no feeling;

Yet I feel; overwhelmed
But then why would anyone care;

Tears filled to the brim
Like a glass of impure water filled to the rim;

Inside it's dark and cold
Still I let no-one see the real me;

Entranced
By this glamour spell;

My heart is screaming
With pain but ready to pick up the peaces once again;

All the same
No one will ever care ;

Nor do I expect anyone to
Or like me, in any way, shape, or form;

Drenched in this madness
Soaking In this sadness;

No! I will not cry
No! I'll be just fine;

Not a day passes by that I don't wish upon a star

That maybe I belonged
some were;

In this unknown
Unseen, unheard world of myths;

Myths that keep us alive, keep us going Myths a lot like my illusion, my spell;

A deadly myth
In this deadly cruel world;

No one will hear you scream
No were to go no were to run;

Just hope it's a nightmare
Maybe I'll wake up;

No longer entranced
By my glamour spell;

Just maybe I'll wake up from this stupid, ridicules, nightmare;

It's just you and me
Maybe now you'll see?