Emotions

So gravely i desire, to own and embrace your heart,

yet, I am eminently cold, i fear it shall stop and never restart.

I ardor for your flame, and the feel of your glance,

I shall never recieve it, even by chance.

If your heart and affection do end with me,

remember the rest of how it will be:

I shall stab you perpetually, with the bleeding dagger in my hand.

Can you hear the music in the background by the inadequate band?

This waltz will play relentlessly in the corners of your mind,

I warned you my heart was frozen, but you chose to stay blind.

Now I Exisistingly weep, for your death everyday,

I\'m unconsciously cruel, in this sinful, demonic way.

I dont mean for you all to feel no fidelity from me,

I try to love with my bloodless heart, is it that difficult to see??!!

I know the next step is not wise, and is contradictful,

but lets keep playing this game, and see which trigger i should pull:

Ive seen the brightest light, ive felt the darkest day.

I really do think it is time, that for good i went away.

I\'m incontrovertibly ignored, and intensly insecure,

I genuinly feel that i cannot take it anymore.

Phosphorescent crimson rivers are drowning my eyes,

I am chained to the ground, its time to die!