I use to stand so tall
But now all blood does is fall
And all I feel is nothing more
And all people do is ignore
I sit out in the rain and cry
While looking at the darkened sky
Relieving my pain
In this pouring rain
So much stress fills my mind
And I can't just put it all behind
This is what I do
I have nowhere to do to
I still feel so ill
Like an addicting pill
But I stay here
I don't want to go back in there
These months feels like years
And all I do is produce more tears
I don't think I will ever heal
So I guess I just have to deal
I wish I could run away
And for once get it my way
But I stay here and feel like I'm dying
And just keep listening to all the lying
