A Bid Farewell.

Am I not allowed to be happy?
Does someone have to cut me up?
Drag me down
Pull me from the noose I carefully set up

When will you learn?
Im childish immature and so naive
I eat up everything thrown in my way
Not to mention the sh*t you say.

Cut me down, tear me to pieces if you must.
I don\'t care anyway.
Its better if I don\'t stay.
If I go away and come back
Not another day

The wars were over so long ago
These battles seem endless
They drain my heart and soul
I really cant do this anymore.

No ones on my side anymore
Allies changed teams
That way you\'ll win
With both quality and quantity
I surrender.

My white flag tainted
With the blood I shed
Even Ive forgotten what im fighting for
Tormented and broken I say goodbye

This is my final farewell
My long goodbye
Don\'t cut the noose this time
Im happier if I don\'t stay.