Why do i gotta love him i don't wanna love him i already love someone else why do i gotta do this all the time i like Shane and 4 other people but i ONLY wanna love Shane no one else why do i always gotta do this every god dam time i do this and i hate it i want Shane i don't think i want anyone else but I'm only 12 i got a FEW not ALONG years but a FEW years left to go and crying don't make it better but to end this poem my prayers are only left to say
"Dear God please forgive every thing i have don't wrong but this is the only way i could live my life with out the pain this is my simple "
