Sick

What can I take before I finally,Purely break?
Couldn't people see my pain?
Deep inside myself
All small,
Worthless
Pathetic?
Couldn't people just say whats wrong and look straight through me

Growing sick..
Eating less
Sleeping less..
Paying attention less even..
Changing from the inside out

Now that I'm sick
I'm happy for a strange reason
Is this my time?
Maybe, it is
With all these problems, pressure, decisions,and purely sad inside...
I'm going to grow worse
Will I be more happier
What other problems will I cross?
Will i grow more depressed?

All I can do is let time take me by its coarse.
Waiting to find out if I get better or worse..

* this is true....i am sad and i am sick...* please leave comments or votes plz