Why me, Why me?

She never understood how I really felt and never really cared
She only cared about herself
trying to control how I thought and
who i talked to

She said she would trust me 100%
and would always make me feel better

Now she doesn't trust me at all and treats me like I'm nothing but
a little boy

What have i done to deserve this
what makes her think shes
better than me

Why does everything seem to be
my fault
and nothing ever hers

Does she really love me like
she says she does
or just what she wants me to think

She thinks i don't know what shes
doing
She doesn't think of me first
always her first

Why does she always come first
just because shes the girl
doesn't mean anything

She should treat me just like
i used to treat her
why is it treat me like
i treated her

Because I'm sick of making all of the
decisions

I'm over it and don't want to deal with anymore