Someone found out my plans and tried to stop me. i said its no use. I'm not worthy enough to be here or be with anybody. What was the reasoning behind her objection to my idea. was it because she didn't want the to happen around her. was it because she was a true friend. no one seemed to care about me until then. what ever it was it made me think about what i had thought of doing. obviously i didn't do it. but i was now not only thinking i still wasn't good enough to be in on this earth. i was also thinking if anybody had found out and if so now what were they thinking about me.
