Then we graduated and separated. moving to different parts of the state 3 hours away. we didn't start talking to each other until a week ago. she asked how i was and if i had a gf yet. i regretfully said yea but she doesn't know how to treat me and thinks only about herself. she said thats too bad and she just got out of a relationship just like that. only her problem was she was still living with him. she said she was glad that we started talking again and hoped we would be friends forever. friends. . . is that all she wants to be. she hasn't really given me any clues as to if she likes me or not. maybe she has but its my mind again thinking about the whole rejection thing and those famous words I've heard more than enough. i just don't think we are right for each other or I'm not looking for a bf right now. which every guy knows the meanings for all the excuses girls give them. they all mean the same thing. no i dont want to go out with you you freak get away from me and don't ever talk to me again or ill put a restraining order on you. thats what they are thinking but it comes out as if she just isn't looking for a companion right now. come to find out she has a new bf a week or two later.
