I can't go on like this much longer,
Thougt with time you were meant to get stronger,
I've become blind and just can't see,
How things are going to get better for me,
I've had enough, I've reached my end,
On alcohol I've come to depend,
To make things better, to numb the pain,
To think that one day i might gain,
Peace of mind, a decent life,
With someone who loves me and makes me their wife,
A person to save me from my own bad ways,
To make me realise, like this i can't behave,
Can't lash out and pass the blame,
Other peoples emotions aren't a game,
I can no longer scream and shout,
It's just not fair and i want out,
Have had enough, i can't go on,
I've tried to change but don't belong,
In a world in which i have no control,
Where no matter what i do, can't reach my goal,
I'll close my eyes and drift away,
In eternal peace is where I'll stay.
