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by nikki Oct 26, 2006 category : Sadness, depression / other
She knows how much she hurts inside But not what others feel They see the tears fall down her face and suddenly know that this is real It's not just teenage hurt That carves marks into her wrist It's real pain, and real tears As she realizes what she'll miss I know this tunnel, seems so dark and long Like you'll never see the sunlight Hear another song You feel like you are trapped, and there's no escape So you pick up the knife and another cut you make Each of them allowing, your fears to run free All the feelings you can't deal with All the things that make you weak Everything you were, is in a pool on the ground You don't know what they'll be feeling The person by who you'll be found You don't know the tears they'll cry, As they fall down on the ground Thinking what could I have done To take that blade from her hand Inside your head it all seems dark, like there will be no end But I can assure you you'll see sunlight, surrounded by your friends They lie beside you as you bleed, are in your thoughts as you slice They cry tears for every moment They see you with a knife They see the scratches made upon your hands, See the glass tears in your eyes They wish they could convince you To stop hurting yourself all the time To tell you that it's not your fault, that your life is so screwed up To tell you that they love you And will be there to pick you up I'll be there to pick you up Hun, To save you from this place I'll take your hand and we will run Out of this dark tunnel that you face I'll take the blade out of your hand, and clean up all the blood I'll put bandages on your wrists and Sit with you through the flood I'll bring you up from your depression Bring a smile to your face I'll mend your broken heart Together we'll run this race But you've got to do your bit to I can't go at this alone I can't try to save you If you're already gone I can't take the blade from your hand, When you've ended it already I can't put bandages on your wrists If you won't hold them steady.. I can't bring you up from your depression If you won't give me your hand I can't mend your broken heart If you won't open up to a friend No matter what you feel right now It will all come to pass And all the love you feel from friends Will be the thing to last So don't break down and cry When you feel you can't go on Don't decide to die When I'm here to make you strong And when the tears that you cry Are all you can believe, Just give these loving arms a try And have a little faith in me... Let me wipe your tears away Let me hold you, let me care Let me deliver you from this evil And I promise, I will always...be there...