Cut me open

Cut my insides open
make me bleed
this romance was all out of greed
i don\'t know why you did it

i tried my very best
but it turns out, it was just a test
look at me now
look what you've done

look What Ive become. i feel totally numb
at the worst possible time
you've destroyed my life
just when i thought i had a reason 2 live

again Ive started to crave the knife
you were my everything
and i don\'t think you ever knew it
i worshiped you and loved you

but you never really cared
you saved me from myself when you told me no one else compared
i feel so stupid
i feel like Ive been used

but the pathetic bit is
now I\'m amused to abuse
i need you so bad
and i feel so lame

for believing dat all guys aren\'t the same
i wish i was stronger
i wish i was dead
i wish that your voice would get out of my head

i want to run away
and never return
start a new life
all on my own