Lose him now before u hurt him

You should have never said yes
For you know you�re a mess
You just wanted to be loved
And love someone yes
But your so hurt and in terrible pain
Nobody understands you and you just
Feel so ashamed and you own the blade
You tell him but wont show him
Because your scared to lose him
But lying isn�t going to save you
He took your blade to keep you safe
But you just got another
You cry alone for him to forgive you
But you don�t think he will he wants to
protect you and you wont let him so if he
lost you he would be the one hurting and that
isn�t what you want to happen so just say goodbye
and let him cry before he feels the real
pain