Reasons why she died

She was a cute girl,
who never knew her life would swirl,
traveling from her everyday style,
she'd come to an upward mile.

the love of her life left her crying,
she just felt like dying,
she couldn't stop her love,
as pure as a pure white dove.

then she saw her friends bad side,
full of jealousy and lies,
she knew she had to break it off,
everything felt like to much.

at night she cried and cried,
everyone hurt her so much,
didn't know how to stop the tears,
at first she was to afraid to die,

the days turned into weeks,
of pain and misery,
the constant ache in her heart,
made her feel like a porcelain doll.

she couldn't stand it anymore,
the hate consuming her,
she just wanted to die,
to end her life.

at first the knife was enough,
to vent her anger,
and to let the pain subside,
but after a while even that was not enough.

her mind filled with dark thoughts,
of suicidal hate,
she wanted out so bad,
but she was simply to afraid.

afraid of living through,
the attempt to kill herself,
afraid of the pain of living,
afraid of what she'd do.

but one night she couldn't stand,
the constant sorrow tears,
she laid in her bed,
and took the many pills.

the next morning they found her dead,
and they all started to weep,
it wasn't there fault,
but they felt the hurt so deep.